Year 2011 was a big year for us, with many challenges that we did not forsee. There were a lot of stress, doubts but with a lot of commitment and perseverance, we ended the year with much gratitude.
But I am feeling really excited about 2012. Because I have a lot of goals and desires that I like to see myself fulfill. There are goals that I have been thinking for years, but never attempted because I wasn’t ready or sure of where to start.
So here are some of my goals and things I really wanted to do for 2012:
1. Running. I have never been a long distance runner. But I started running towards the end of last year with a program I downloaded onto my ipod and now I run 30 minutes 3 times a week. My goal is working towards running a marathon sometime this year.
2. Meditating. During the most challenging time in 2011, a friend recommended me to do some quiet meditating every day or night. I started doing it every night before sleep for 15-20 minutes and found that it helped to quieten down my mind and stop the internal chatters. I aimed to join a meditation class regularly and learn some meditation techniques I can use in my own time and place.
3. Friendship. I have lost touch with many friends over the years. This year I am aiming to meet up with one friend a month, so in 12 months, I would have caught up with 12 friends that I seldom see.
4. Saving up. I have a goal to save up for an overseas trip by the end of this year. I want to bring my kids to Singapore, visit their grandparents, to Kuala Lumpur and Malacca. I really want to do this, so I have already started saving since last year and will continut to do so this year.
5. Work. I am going to renew my “relationship” with work, with more purpose, goals, desire and commitment. I am thinking of finding a friend or someone I could trust to share my work, so we can become a team!
I might also be working at a second job, but that is still a work in progress.
6. Personal development. I am rather serious and committed about this, and it might mean going back to study. It is probably something I will undertake in the 2nd half of the year, but I am quite prepared to put myself through a course which I have been doing a lot of research on.
7. My own parenting. I used to be very patient and careful with my words when it comes to kids. Somehow in the last 18-24mths I have noticed, patience slowly sips away and I don’t always think before I speak. I really want to shift this. I want to speak with love and firmness. That if the words are not uplifting, I can consciously find myself zipping my mouth, relax then tell my kids off firmly with love, but not with threats I can’t possibly follow through!
8. Make someone happy. I like to make people happy. I feel happy when I see someone happy and know they are loved. I usually like to do this through food! I have been wanting to do this for a while. But if I can, once a month, depending on what comes up, if I can cook one meal, bake something to make someone happy, or help up a random person in need, I would love to be part of that.
I want to live a purposeful life. I am here for a purpose and I like to live, breath every moment of it with both gratitude and excitement. I recognise I have many goals, but I also like to look back knowing I have attemped some of my dreams. It would be such a shame if I look back in a few year’s time, still wondering if things would have been different.
I don’t want that anymore. I want to live my life fully and abundantly, create new goals, shift those self limiting beliefs, fly higher with more wisdom and clarity.
I hope and wish all my dear friends and loved ones have had a great start to the year. All the best, have a blast and I shall update you with the progress of my goals during the year!
Support!
eh too many things lah.
Support support ! You must share your achievement every month !